When this began 

I had nothing to say 

And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me 

I was confused 

And I let it all out to find /that I'm 

Not the only person with these things in mind 

Inside of me 

But all the vacancy the words revealed 

Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel 

Nothing to lose 

Just stuck/hollow and alone 

And the fault is my own 

And the fault is my own 

I want to heal 

I want to feel 

What I thought was never real 

I want to let go of the pain I've held so long 

[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone] I want to heal 

I want to feel 

Like I'm close to something real 

I want to find something i've wanted all along 

Somewhere I belong 

And I've got nothing to say 

I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face 

I was confused 

Looking everywhere/only to find that it's 

Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind 

So what am I 

What do I have but negativity 

'Cause I can't justify the 

Way everyone is looking at me 

Nothing to lose 

Nothing to gain/hollow and alone 

And the fault is my own 

The fault is my own 

I will never know

Myself until I do this on my own

And I will never feel

Anything else until my wounds are healed

I will never be

Anything 'til I break away from me

And I will break away

I'll find myself today 

I want to heal

I want to feel like I'm

Somewhere i belong